You + Me ≠ Happiness

You just don't get it do you?
You try and try again.
And yet you fail.
You get rejected.
You can't move forward.
Because I won't let you.
You can try, try again and again.
But you're getting nowhere.
You don't see that do you?
You don't feel do you?
Rejection.
Rejection.
Rejection.
Yet, still, you keep coming back.
Waiting.
Hoping.
Maybe... this time.
But no.
Not this time.
Not ever.
And I want nothing to do with you.
I thought you were nice.
Maybe a good friend someday.
But nothing more.
You don't see what I see.
You don't get what I get.
The one thing I want you to do is...
stop.
STOP.
Just stop trying.
It makes me feel bad.
It makes me mad I can't be more blunt.
Be.
More.
Honest.
But I can't.
Although I will try.
I have to.
Because otherwise you will never get it.
Otherwise you will never see.
Leave me alone, let me be.

March 16, 2011